stpm

stpm was nearer n nearer..
i really worry bout my muet exam and trial..
exam was coming but i felt like myself prepare nothing..
i alwaz remind myself that i took 5 subjects..
should study hard than others..
but i alwaz study then forgot all the thing and need to study again..
it took my a lot of time...
mayb i till cannot found any suitable study method for myself...
nw my 2 friends that took 5 subjects same as me..
they look nothing..
mayb they already prepared fully for stpm...
haiz..scare was occuping my heart n my brain..
and made me feel tension n more tension..
stress n more stress..
more important problem is my concentration reduced..
i always tired easily and fell slept in class...
i try to prevent..
however,no matter what method that i used..
this condition till cannot improve...
i till ask my friend..
is it i want 2 die ady..lol...
really hope can get a good result n enter local u...
"vivian,gambateh..."