i plan to open new blog for my travel life...^^
but i fail to do that~
i love travel...<3
went to new place..
knew more new things and more experience~
hehhehe..
i plan to go a lot place..
this year i went a lot new places..
all thanks for my dad..
he willing to spend money to bring we all have trip outside...
we had went  to langkawi n redang...
here i will share my experience for vietnam..
i went hanoi and halong bay..


we took plane at early morning..
we whole night never sleep..
and waiting for van coming at 3am..
air asia plane no really suit for long journey..
body will pain because of the chair is hard..
waw...my uncle work there was one of reason that we went to hanoi...
we can stay his home..
and he can suggested the place to visit for us too..
he waited us at airport..
he rent a van for us..
the van brought us go to a lot muzuem..
to let us to know more about vietnam..
about their custom , history , transitional and building , war..
their building is very special..slim and tall....and beautiful design..
the road is big different as well..
the sound of hop unstop and make us felt annoying..
all of they are dangerous driver for us..
the motor can go so near to van..just 3 cm far..
in kl , it wont happen..
their car same like no brek..
never see them brek even they going to hit each other..
we are shouting and worry for them but it is normal for them..
but more unespected was there are super less death case of accident compare with malaysia..
and another big different with us are they like to use left hand..
their car driver at left hand side..
rotation of lock and switch light also opposite direction with us..
vietnam have a lot pretty girl...
and they have some bad habit...
man like to piss at roadside..omg!!!!
and they not really friendly , for those roadside shop ,
example they use " rotan " to expulse those customer that never buy their thing...
and they like to tell you a super high price for their products..
want to get a good quality and cheap product???
then you have to be smart to reduce price...^^
if you lazy to do that , better suggestion is go shopping centre~
and BE CAREFUL when you walking at roadside..because some of them have bad habit..
which is like to steal visitor thing..take care your thing careful.
the way to make sure you have a happy trip..
my uncle nearly lost his passport because of this..
try to prevent to bring passport when you at outside~
vietnam have air pollution....their water is not really suit us...
can say that most of the women and girls are long hair there..
so they maybe will ask to go male toilet if you having a short hair...xp

their food special...we ate a lot new food...example use paper that can eat to pack the vege ( all mix tgt) ~
and eggs which can see the duckling look..
i had try it..yiu can felt the bone of duckling..
you can see it shape..eye , small intestine...yer~
their curry and soap no bad as well...
most nice is their steam rice..yummy~
at there , all of us drink beer..just because beer cheaper and worth it compare with bottle water~
we went to eat buffet twice..
one person rm 80.. but it really a lot choice... bbq , japanese , vietnam food , dessert ..
more important is lobster...yum yum...
spend money there , you will felt that you are super rich...
one meal spend around 1 million...
because rm1 is same as vietnam 6500..


the most memorable experience was the days on the ship..halong bay~
the peace life~
quiet and pretty landscape which will make want to capture all of it in your mind..
it really super relax..suit for family trip and person that always stress for work..
and some fun activities can be done on the boat..
example we fishing, we got only one cuttlefish...and made it as our breakfast on next day morning..
waw...halong bay was cold .. no sun ....full of cloud...
and we having fun when " kayakking"
new experience for me..but i can play it well...yeah...
we also visit some cave.. a lot different shape of stole such as turtle shape...
they also selling thing on ship...that why we sure that their seafood is fresh..
they will kill and cook on the spot for you~
our boat also prepare wain for us as lunch...
hahhaha..our tourist guide though i still underage...opps~
should i happy for it?? hahhahahah.... laughing in my heart...
we on same boat with some foreigner visitors....^^
but some of them are not really friendly~
do you know that where the faeces from you all will go??? ( whe you piss n boat)
after we come back , other boat will to suck all ' dirty thing ' away~
we call it as ' ship boat '..hahahhaha
there have a lot of boat there...some boat really verypretty and nice design~ around 600 ships there according our tourist guide..

so sad that we rushing time...so no have chance to visit sapa..
which is a beautiful landscape too....
next time only go...
my target are london , us , taiwan , japan , korea , thailand and china ...hahhaha...

my mood...at the last day of 2013~ bad mood~

sometime i am emo person~
i felt i am useless but actually it is true...
i am the kind of person that easy to give up when meet some problem~
i felt to give up league membership...
i learn music for long time..
but i still play like' suck'... 
all is my own trouble..
i am lazy but wish to become professional..
lazy to sacrifice my time to practise ~
i still weaker than the new member...
haiz...
but what can do..
who ask me lazy...
give up ??? i think to do that many times..
but i cannot leave there..
because i like it life..
all members same like my family member..
but i stress if i still remain my lazy habit..
new year coming...
think positive..
change myself..
ppl can give up me..only myself cannot give up myself...cheer...
try to change myself...to be better ~
in study too.. i have same habit..always skip what that i no understand..
that my result always bad ..hehhehehe
vivian vivian vivian...
new year new vivian..
more target..
to become better vivian...
wish all my friends can do the same thing too...

another job experience~

that was my 1st time ,
1st time work at pc fair~
my blur face sometime will bring trouble to me~
because they felt that i no understand the thing that they explaining...>.<
but serious and friendly talk ,
pc fair is challeging job ,
because you have to understand and know about all of the company product within few hours,
pc fair just few days~
and you have to put the sales to max,
but i super luckily i meet a good boss..
never scold me and teach me with patient..
i am so bad luck because my phone spoil at that time..>.<
and boss give me one phone cover for my nokia..
it become useless ady~ opps~
when i work at pc fair..
i knew a lot new friends as well...
and a lot pretty show girl at pc fair...
i love pretty girl...
because i am ugly..wahahhaa
sometime will think that did i have chance to become show girl as them?
hahhahah
when i work at pc fair ,
i met someone whom quite handsome and tall...
accidently know that he same as me tarc student and lee rubber student..
and i had a lot same friends~
he like acting... jealous.. i am no pretty as him can be actor...
he is oo night king 2012 and he is my sister's friend ~limin..
he quite pity..
is really hard and sad when saw your own phone throw by boss..to become demo...
prove than boss super confidient with his product...^^
and thanks for jac..
she help me to make up...
i only can work with pretty face~ hehehhehe

sorry so late only post my life experience in citc

hahahhaha..
after maxis ,
i went to citc tarc to work as temporary assistant..
at there , it same like a family there...
sometime busy sometime super relax..
we all play game together and having lunch and sleep tgt..hahha
now they still miss me..make me happy..because they still remember me..
because i the most naught and noisy evil at there..
when my last day , they bought clothes to me...
so gam dong..
but i never cry~
this is family life..
i learn a lot from them as well..
when they unhappy to others ,
they will straight away bring it out on morning briefing..
this is a good habit..
although they quarrel and cry~
but after that , they still good friend..maybe more good friend..
because they more understand each other..
i learn how to settle some simplr pc work also...
new thing new experience~
i wish to work as technique in aircond and car shop and hair stylist...
to learn more thing~ ^^ always cheer up and improve myself~
i love you all..you all make my life more meaningful...every different place work can make me more mature.

going to 20 years old this year..

hahahha..
time was past with fast..
i life for 20 years old ady..
in this period of time,
i knew a lot of friends..
learn a lot things and gain a lot of experience..
but still so lazy ah..hahha
seriously life is like that...
i hate to leave my friend..
but this always happen in life..
now friends all have new lifes ady..
actually quite jealous them that can go far for study..
i wish to...
but result too bad...hahaha
but really love my friends so much..
they gave a lot of happy memories...
wish they always happy in new life..^^

this time i really cannot think positive anymore..

how u will felt when private school also cannot accpet u as student??
i really regret.. why i never study hard...
but what for??
all too late...
i really super dissapointed and sad..
i cannot stop cry..
why why why??
i wish my pa get c but my math get a..
yes , i get great in my pengajian am..
but what for??
no use at all..
the most important subject mathematic get 1.67..
not ever principle pass..
utar also cannot enter....
but i cannot cry in front my family..
i dun want my parent worry..
please...what should i do ??
retake stpm ?? take foudation ?? take diploma ??
which have to wait 1 more year...
and use more money ??
hate myself so much....

What BF that i want??

lol...lasty a lot of people keep ask me whether have a bf ady..
when i say no ,
some of them will use their big eyes look at me...
is normal for me..
when some friends ask me to introduce a gf to them,
i check all list , omg..almost all hv bf..
then they " are u too picky "
but my answer always is " not yet meet the right person "

But after that ,
my brain will turn , i really picky..
let me think,
my ideal bf nid to
1. he have to love me 1st and make me to love him also..hahha..
2. care about me
3. always can make right decision.because i blur then i nid some1 beside suggest me and help me sometimes
4. clever than me but not all aspect..can teach me study.
5. no easy give up as me ..xp
6. tall and slim ( this not really important)
7. like sport
8. patient ( because i too blur ady )
9. if can , i wish he is engineer
10. have bright future
11. dun too busy, always accompany me
12. when go to movie , will holding my hand..i also jump when something excited come out from screen,
      cannot laugh on me but nid petting my hair and smile to me..blek~
13. cannot cheat me
14. not easy angry because i always talk wrong thing when too excited or happy...>.<
15. like travel
16. will sayang my little sister..xp
17. not aa zai but not use too much money on me
18. can make cook for him or he can cook for me..like to do house work..
19. know music..piano or guitar...if can
20. not smoker or take drug ..
21. will love my family..because i dun want 1 month love geh...
22. dun mind me busy and always stay in home..less go out..( because lazy..xp)
23. love me when i m not pretty and poor. so that in future i fat ady.he still love me
24. give me a big guge when i m sad
25. like my friends , wont angry when i go out with guy friend, but i will infotm hom
26. if go out with girl.i wish to follow.xp
27. dun ignore me and go accompany other girls



this is all..that why i cannot get a bf...hahahha
but i mention clear here..dun ask me again..whether i am lesbian...then no hv bf..

there was long long time nvr go in my blog~

Since i start my job, i nvr go in my blog anymore..
until today..when i want to open it..
i only know that i forgot my password..
this half year , i work with maxis as sales associate..
i was change a lot..
As my associate said, i change a girl that only know how to cry when get bully,
Thanks god , i become more smarter and more know how to protect myself when working,
i wont cry easily anymore.
i always try to do my best..
no off day no resy day.
hit all my target..
that is rule of my life,
i knew a lot of new friends that treat me well,
same that i start to verify a real friend,
some ppl will look like treat us well but actually they do something that hurt us behind of us,
some1 that always scold you,
but actually there are the 1 that really care about you,
when selving some customer,
i learn how to use heart to treat some1,
i also learn how to groom myself..xp
i really proud to know some brothers that always protect me in maxis,
and become friends with customer.
i love maxis but i not really like their system..
cause of prepare for study,
i resign but i really will miss maxis very much.

Now, upu result was came out ,
the thing that i wait for so long and full of hope,
but i ady can espect that i cannot get the subject that i want,
when i know that i get pengeluaran ternakan,
seriously i very very dissapointed,
what and who that i can blame??
only myself , why never study hard..
this is life,
i lost myself.
where is the vivian that always think positive and strong.
at last, i took a deep breath,
told myself , " since government dun need me, then i will study hard and become a good student,let them regret,"
but actually i know they wont think like that,
that is only way that i can use to encourage myself to let myself felt better,
but i really not understand why some ppl got a good course and local uni but they dun want.
mayb there will be chance to me.
vivian, be strong..nothing that can beat me down. gambateh.