18.9.11 i m so sorry..i m the worst sister in world...

at early morning 8 am,i sms manyi n qian liang to make sure they are wake up for tuition..
but tuition actually start at 10.40am..wahahaha..
coz friday is hari merdaka..
so tuition was cancelled..2day hv to replace it..
i n qian liang were late to class..
manyi blame ady..xp
i m so fresh in all classes..
but manyi,qian laing n ky all look tiring n sleepy..
wahahah
while i m waiting kok yee,sin hui,li wei n manyi to finsed tuition,
i done a set of past year objectif..
walau,i cannot answer most of the question coz nvr done revision..
but time is limited..
then choose to use dk leong technique..
do more past year..
but only get 17/50..stupid la me..haiz..
after reached lrt,my mum came to fetch me..
on the journey,my mum said this december have to make a party for my sister..
coz she has to go ns for 3 months..
mayb i m jealous..i felt angry..
y not ppl say celebrate birthday with me..
but jz for my sis..
somemore my sis till ngam me when i want to celebrate birthday party..
said ur result not good oso coz in my home,only get good resilt jz can open birthday party..
our law..
then i crazy and said unhappy with it..
i saw my sis tear came out..
same as me..i cannot stop to put junk food in my mouth to cover my sad...
i knew that i hurted her..
i m so stupid n useless sister..
jz small n meaningless reason oso want to hurt her...
 i m so over..haiz..
then i finised whole packet of twisty although i dun like to eat..
b4 that, i open to let her eat..
she sad till dun want to eat..sorry ve..
i nvr done a sis job well...
haiz...i should think b4 talk...and not so stingy anymore..
i sms her n said sorry although she jz in the kitchen and i m in study room..
mayb i m no good in communication..
always argue with them...haiz...
at night,v bbq again..all meat..
walau,fat ady lah..
it ll made my brain to work slow..hv to exercise more ady..>.<