book fair ....

same as yesterday...
woke up late n do nothing..
yer..y i become so lazy..all holiday fault..>.<
i slpt late n woke late...
woke up and c tv..
i dun wan to spoilt my holiday lah..>.<
till hv 30+ days ady trial..>.<
vivian ah vivian ah~
to make my holiday more useful..
then i went to book fair..
with my sweetheart n my family..
she are so cute..
she want to hug her when i stood on lrt..
that is impossible..
because my own also cannot stand with stable..
she was shout when c the scape at outside of the window of lrt..
so cute..<3
went there...
walau..so many ppl..
same like enter ant cave..
c from upstair..
i only can all head move here and there...xp
my dad hate to go the place that hv a lot ppl..
i m so worry..
reached book fair..
we walk to differ way..
har??older than 18,need rm2.5 for ticket..
luckily i short..
so not ppl know i m 19..xp..i m so bad..
after entered,
i busy to shopping for my stationery for stpm exam...
waw..some thing really cheap loh..
1 pen rm 1 leh..
some ppl kept at there..
make me totally not chance to enter..
somemore hit me..lol...==
when paid,i same like an aunty...
i told my sis..
i old ady so hv this type habit..
when i saw then pen that wrote rm 5 per 2 packs..
when paid is rm7..
i asked my sis asked them to check again..( aunty style - rm1 also cannot give them cheat)
lol..i see..member only 2 packs rm5..but they nvr mention clearly at the price book..
this is only the price there show..
or really i c wrong??
sorry ve,i made u fish ady..xp
there we wnt to book part..
i busy with love story..
until took a book n sat down to read..
coz too long nvr fall in love??xp wahaha
then time to back home..so tiring..
on the way to back to lrt..
i pass through the garden that i hv a great memory..
i slept at there before..xp..
haha..all is past..i wont sad..
but i rmb it 4ever as my sweet memory..
i need oxygen..
there too many ppl ady..
but compare with pc fair..i prefer book fair ..
this is my 1st time went to bookfair..quite nice..

when i back,i just know my sweetheart cry since went back from book fair..(my dad mum n sweetheart back 1st)..xp

28.8.11 a tiring day but fun..xp

lol...shit..
nearly cannot woke today..
go play badminton..
although ytd 2am just slp...so tiring..xp
play 1 hour..
i hv to rust to gv my friend yee lim mooncake..xp
because she want to back hometown already..
then rust to tuition..
sorry teacher..
mayb too tired..
i slept whole class..
somemore in front of him...>.<
after finised tuition..
i enter popular to c the highline pen price..
when go in,ntg happen..
my mind keep thinking..
the door will ring when i go out mah.how ah??
lol..it really happen..
the guard..check my beg..included my pad...fish lah..
all ppl look at me...somemore they are traveler...my image..>.<
then i feel curious..
everytime i going but this wont happen..
then i think that mayb is pendrive..
lol..really is it..lucily there nvr sell pendrive..
then i told my friend that help me to buy..
i send msg to caryn..
she like ntg n just hahahaha..
yii~friend nearly send to police station..
she till so happy??
then i just know she oso kena before that when put the pendrive in her beg and enter popular..
luciky..i m safe..xp
then,went lrt station...walau..so many ppl waiting there..
i m so luciky becuase i have touch and go..
and a guy ask me how to go bukit bintang..
ask me??
i so blur oh..
then i said change lrt in majlis jamek..
hope it is correct..xp..blek..
sometime i think..my face got so kind??y many ppl like to ask me the road..
i always cannot answer them..>.<
lol...lrt door broken..
then touch n go cannot function..
lol..what day is it??
night hv a dinner to celebrate ytd performance is success..
lol...so less ppl come but we order too much,ate till want to vomit..
in all pic, i look so fat..>.<
v played a lot sakai joke,game,take a lot of pic...xp
till 11.40pm...i just back after my mum called me n  scold me..xp
when i want to back,lol..
traffic jam again..coz pasar malam of malay ppl..
really beh tahan them..
mayb i kena sue lah..
but i really want to say..
they really unfair..just gv malay pass through..
n ask me line up from bhind..
what the "do~"
my house in front me..
u want to line up from bhind??
i really want came out from car n walk back..
just my teacher stop me and ask" this is malaysis"
v r not choice..
heng！！
not chinese also no hv today malaysia...
discrimination lah them...
they affect our house area..full of noise,traffic jam n rustbin...really hate them so much much...
after we go,car accident happen..
see!how they take care the road..
at least mk me feel btr..
i really is a pervert n crazy person..>..<

27.8.11 our performance

whole night,insomnia..
i cannot slept well because worry that forgot bring anything..
after reached chinese orchestra..
i was late..
near all people reached already..
i started to b panic..
prepared all treasurer thing..>.<
some accident was happened..
the donation bottle broken...
reached..there was too early..
after set up..i felt so sleepy..
i fell slp ady..>.<
then we hv rehearsal..
after that we i have a short break..
i so tension because i nvr do well in that rehearsal..
after hv lunch..
i ran up to tian hou gong and mk pray..
i wish this performance can held by smooth..
and ask for stpm..
god ask me to study more hardworking...
trial mayb not that good..>.<
and ask me dun think too much if nvr do any wrong(friendship)..
2nd rehearsal and check sound ..
2day i only join 1 song..so sad right...
because my heng dai all too geng ady..
so i not have that chance..>.<
when they made rehearsal..
my heng dai jia xiang play with me..
keep make some funny emotion..xp.
such as silent sing..shouting for other heng dai soong qi and our teacher bing tai..
but our teacher really play well..he played gao hu so sexy loh..(i mean the music)
and our other teacher wei siong gv boom..
when all ppl closed eyes..
he is the 1 open eye with big..
actually when he play er hu..his eye oso open with big..
his laughing sound oso very funny..
conclusion he is a funny ppl..while they were busying for set up,
i fell slp again..
bad la wen hao..he said c from beside..i m a leng lui..
when i m turn back is sha po..>.< n mk him afraid..
make up was a big truoble for me..
i dun know hw to make up..
but not ppl believe me..>..<
then hv to " mafan" yan fang jie again...xp
after all done..
i hv to take care counter..
shit,really a big trouble for me..
there were some helper from other school..
i dun know how to handle them because i dun know there..
and the condition so messy..
a lot of thing that i dun know..
i not have vip list...
i really wanna die..
lucikly i found other to help me..
7.30pm already..
opp~ hv traveler come to enter also..>.<
he talk with me..
but my english so weak..xp
that time there full of ppl..
suddenly gv 3 or 4 ppl take turn to scold me...
because they waiting for too long..>.<
not choice...the time that v wrote is 7.30 pm...haiz..
n there were a crazy ppl want to enter...
teacher sing well...
luciky i play okok in that performance..xp
everything is going with smooth but i felt so tired..someore track in traffic jam for 30mins..
back home fell slp without remove make up..>.<
but i enjoy whole day..xp

3 surprise..xp

i busy planing with my friend's birthday..
till study mood hv a bit effect..
i felt sorry to any of classmate that i nvr prepare surprise for them..
because i really hard to remember birthday..xp
include my family birthday..
i also cannot remember..xp
myself not choice..
because it already chop on my ic..xp
my mum till said i busying with friend's birthday..
will they celebrate with me??
lol..i ans bk..
is it important??
just a last year,,
i hope all of my friends hv memorable days in this skul.

and i m enjoying to gv them weird surprise..xp

1st surprise,v brought a cake to chemisry lab...
lol...it count quite success..
but hv ant on it..
y so fast??
luckily my friends till can accept and ate it..xp
but v clean the ant away already..xp

2nd,v prepare two boxes...
1st is real present..xp
but the second wan are cricket..
who will know it..except organisize..xp
i m 1 of the organisaze..
 i recorded her response when she saw a cricket n shout..xp
they said im pervert..yer~
hehe..v r success..
but v sure gv her the real present..
bear??it also surprise for me..because i also dun know..
a cool girl tk a bear..
quite credit..
somemore it not cover..xp
but i sure that she dun know that 3rd surprise is waiting for her..
at start,i till think that mk this suprise in school..
but it not really fun if like that..

whole math tuition class,i cannot concentrate..
because too excited to waiting for third surprise..
i prepare at outside with some friends..
other try to delay her time in tuition class..
y so slow geh..
is the time..
"pop,happy birthday!!"..she shouting again..so funny...
all of other students look at her..xp
she gonna killed me...
so unluckily..
our camera man accident press stop..
n nvr record down...>.<

anyway hope she like this surprise...xp

a bad dream again..

before badminton competiton...
i got insomnia..
because hv a bad dream plus tension..
but now already finised the competiton..
i till dream about same kind of dream...
ytd i dream my friend angry me...

now i dream about my friend come my house..
he used pc..
my relative chat with him..
i talk with him..
he just ignored me..
when i write something for him..
he suddenly stood up and ripped the paper..
then he go away..
i cannot find he anymore..
hope it wont come true..
if everyday,i will dream this kind of dream..
i sure that i will insomnia everyday..
because i really hate the feeling that lost friend...>.<

a day that full of tear and sweat...

so tension..
2day is the badminton competition..
this was my first join sport competition except of run..>.<
lol...y so bad luck?
the competition was come near n near..
but i have diarrhea for whole day till nothing in my stomach to diarrhea anymore...>.<
stomach damn pain...
Is it cause by i just tension??
my shoulder oso pain..


then i start to let my brain be blank..
and tell myself..
i will win..
i will win...
try to blieve myself..


competition was bring forward..
because the male double competiton is finised early than what we expect..xp
my partner was tension..
same as me..
but i let myself cool down..
v are so luckily and won..,
i m not happy because of i won them..
i happy is at last..
i have some improvement...
i prove to my friend that look down me before..actually only 1of them look down me..
at last..i can get my friend smash ball..
that is most happy thing..(hope she wont saw it..)
i really unbelieveble...mayb i m really luciky...

i should thanks god too..
if v play with another 2 groups..i sure that v hv -ve percent to win...>.<
when v smash our friends..really scare them angry..>.<

the 2nd round..that is my partner closer friend group...
when competition going,her leg cramp...
my partner worry till wannna cry..
i m so bad..
because i hv a bad ideal in my mind..
i have tell myself..that is a chance to win..
anyway mayb my partner too worry n i worry her..
then we are underperform...
haiz..y so greedy..
can get 2nd ady out of expect..
mayb wanna try to play with other school...
lol..i fely myself bad..
n walk out n try to cool down myself...
i bang the wall til my hand red..
but after this....i....i...till cry ady..
when i saw my partner...
sia shui again..
this was my third time try in school..
i feel myself so bad..
i felt i lost my friend in this competition..
because i think too much and felt my friend dun want to talk and heed me...
and felt myself so bad coz alwaz think of win ..
and cannot help when some1 injured n till hv bad idea..
i felt myself so selfish...
my mum said me can control my hot temper with well..
if angry,oso wont more than 1 day..
but y i cannot control my tear well..>.<
aiyoyo...sorry to my partner that need to hug me to console me...
but that time i was so smelly..
and made a lot friend worry..>.<


my teacher said i can play better than b4..
i hope it is real and i can keep it n b better..
my mum said me sot sot geh...
where got ppl think so much in competition..
when competition,should try our best but not think friend 1st..
because that is competition..
then mean i should to do like that next time??
in conclusion,this was my new and good experience..


and 1 more funny thing is my mum give me house key to open car door..>.<
zaodao...
yoh,2day ah really dun know good luck or bad..
what that i want to buy..
gv other ppl buy ady..
i should book it earlist..
next time must b clever a bit lah..vivian...>.<

badminton competition..

although all ppl said me will lose in it..
but i tell myself...
mayb..no..should say i will try it if it have 0.00000000000000000000000001 %..
because i m liau vivian..
i will believe myself..
as what that i tell myself,
nothing is impossible..

nowaday i enjoy back my study..
after get some friends' support..
thank you..love u all so much..xp
gambateh..
i will create a miracle..
prove to all ppl that look down..
and thx u all so much...

is it my fault??

in this year,i really feel that friendship is weak..
last year,one gang of friends..
v play,v laugh,v joke together but now..
haiz..
since when??
y everything was changed?
mayb really is my fault..
because i don't like to talk when i m bad mood..
mayb u all talk with me..
i will less answer..
all because of stress..
i become hot temple..
i not really not want 2 talk with u all..
now i trying all the way to make you talk back with me..
but it till fail...
u choose to ignore and chat with other girl..
i knew..
sha more cute,she more pretty..
then not more friend ady?
i knew i m not a good friend..
last time i leave one of you because all of myself..
do u all know that i regret but i not choose..
do you know??
in my whole life,
most scary thing is lost any friends..
i really will sad n cry sometime..
when my friend dun wan to talk with me..
but i cannot force you to talk with me too...