i m so sorry

i really dun know it will happen..
at start,i just wan 2 help.
but lasty i mk more problem...
mayb u hate me...
what can i do?
i realli dun know..
i nid 2 lost a good friend coz of my stupid??
or 2 honest?
or nvr think properly?
or i dun know hw 2 respect ppl??
haiz...