genting trip

saturday nitez was so late went to the bed...2am..
early morning my sis ady woke me up but i til slp bk..
morning,realli hard 2 drive coz there was 2 cloudy..
reached there,my da jiu expense us oldtown...
omg,i ate 6 pieces for breads...>.<

there v start 2 playing...brought baby went in n play..xp
she so brave coz she play ghost house,small space shoot...
after a while,v brought her 2 mum..she was crying...
soli ah,coz v want play 2..

jz like normal play water the sungei rejang...
i m the most wet..til other ppl cum n touch my  hair...>.<
when playing this game,a india guy was talking with me..then jz say hi 2 him..lol

after playing v ate mcd,waw..mcd in genting realli expensive but taste was same lah...
my cousin paid it..coz my uncle gv him ask he buy lunch for us...>.<
alwaz used their money...then tat nitez c bought1 packet  rm10 junk food expense bk them...
although my uncle gv kakak money for our dinner as well...
fat loh..ate so much fatty food per day....in huge no. 2...coz i ate 2 packet of fun fied n 1 set of mc chicken..>.<

after ate,there was raining...
then v brought baby played indoor game...
i wasted rm5 n jz got a eraser..
there was sum crazy ppl..they got a high marks in game n got a lot ticket 2 change a present......
omg...1 of them super crazy got more 10000 tickets in 10 mins...n only use rm 10..i used rm15 jz got 20 tickets....T^T

after it,v bk hotel...
angry my mum coz put my bag in car..
the car park was so far..only me dun have clothes 2 tk bath..felt sickness..
then i merajuk n dun went down play anymore n slept...
my cousin woke me up from calling from other room...say i steal money..lol...

x choice,followed them n went 2 play again..
v played the space shut...
lol...when waiting,a malay guy scold my sis coz climbing the iron..coz they want faster..n oh his friend eldest then us but oso climb ah..
i knew there was my sis fault but til 'beh song'...
then himself smoking..
here was labelling dun smoking...
there was the chance..i said bk him with fierce..
"soli,here canx smoking!!"
he said sorry n went side..haha..x b suprised coz i m prefect so tis was normal thing that i alwaz done..xp
jz hope he wont cum disturb us..
when on the space shut,i nearly cry although i not 1st time played it..
but this time it nvr stop ady down suddenly..my cousin til playing,,he said he only my hand muscle all cum out ady..>.<



my parent was having buffet..btw waiting them v played the "peng peng che"..
n enjoyed 4d movie..in that movie i m a thief..xp with my 2 partner..
my partner were very active n can fight but i m noob loh..
it really fun coz v steal a magic diamond..the diamond woke a patung n let it move...
n the pantung mk other pantung moves 2..v r fighting n running...when the crabs bite us..
the chair was move n blow..i took up my leg coz afraid n felt like crab biting me..xp realli fun n cool..
at last v catched by police but v happy coz nvr kill by the pantung..xp
when v reached home,there was ady 10.30pm..fast fast took bath...it was a happy n tiring day...

yer~

2day,i went school with bringing worry feeling..
coz i m worry that what comment tat my friends ll gv on my new hairstyle..
some of my girl classmate was said i look like a japanese doll with the new hair cut..
some say my face so round..
some say i look like mashimaro..yer...mashimaro is cute but if human look like tat..
is not cute at all...>.<
til got friend say i 4got tk off helmet when cut hair...
or coconut...>.<
mayb i nid 2 gv bk long front hair ady...

i n ah mok so bad..
v killed z centipede...'o ni tou fo'..
v r not choice..
v nid killed it,so that it not have chance 2 hurt others...

lol..nearly kill by man yi..
coz v was playing..
then she push me down...
but oh i canx tk breathe..
i was trying 2 cum up..
but she til think i m happy n playing with her..
then til kept push n dun wan 2 let me up..
oomg...thx god.luckily.i m til alive..
wahaha..2day i saw guy eon blur face..
it really funny..wahahha..i kept laughing for 10mins,,,
ah mok was so brave..
i jz joke n say he x brave slap me..
suddenly " pai" a sound..he realli slap me..
but i try 2 slap bk he but failed..then slap me 3 more...heng heng..wahaha
but this jz playing..xp
 coz last time when v play..i slapped him 2..blek.

2day i gap leng lui hui yee til step on a girl foot...soli ah..
but v 2 near..
nearly kiss her...lucky jz kiss her hair...>.<

n i realli dun understand bout my friend,qian liang..
mayb is my fault..
since tat day i n ky n him in popular happened ady..
he was changed..
easy angry..
just joking..he oso angry..coz he is bai tang zuo??
yi! suddenly discover that all my girl best friends was cum from bai yang zuo..xp

new hair style...

went 2 cut my hair after school..
there are a lot ppl..
the hairstyle that i wan was too busy..
then other barber help me 2 cut..
after cut..it look nice but was same hair style with last time...
then i accept the challege n cut my front hair.
he say i should not so easy accept what that other ppl say..
should gv more comment on it..but i m the kind ppl tat blur oh..
sum of my friends say pretty..
but i felt that it look like aunty after wear spec..n my family was laughing me..
is ok lah..jz accept..
jz new style..although it realli look funny..xp
what response that my friend ll gv after saw it..wahahha

2day also hv fun wit mok,jia yu,ethan n charmine..
v went 2 a shop play a game called hunter n shadow...
v played 3 times..but everytime i got vimpire..
i sure ll win..xp
mayb i look like vimpire gua..wahahha
ah mok say me act blur then ll win oh...
then he oso act blur n win pula..sweat...==

2day train speaking with hui yee,caryn n chui ying..
so tension..
in discussion,i talked with pasar lauguege..haiz..T^T
nid 2 train hard..
if not,the chance 2 get band 4 ll far from me...
n they can gv a lot information..
i think tat i nid 2 start 1 read more newspaper ady..so that can talk more in discussin..xp

1st day of school after a long holidays...

1st day of school after a long holidays..
i really miss my school life and my friends so much..
i m so happy when i bk school..
i enjoyed all my class with full of attenttion...
but 2day i dun know the class was changed n blur when saw new faces sat in my class..
i was tension..luckily i meet some1 tat same class with me n some1 tat treat me good sms n inform me..xp

2day,the muet exam was come out..
i til plan 2 check it after chem exam..so that it wont affected my exam mood..
at last,i til send it..
lol...is band 3..it was under my expected..
i til think tat i ll got band 2...xp
coz fell slp in muet reading exam,..xp
tat y i jz get half of it..
haiz..wat can i do??
hw 2 stop me 2 fall slp when reading..
>.<

2day most happy was can talk with a leng lui...
coz v long time x chat ady..xp
n i told her my secret..xp
cham..let her know how naughty i am ady...
hope wont detroy my image in her heart lah..xp
heard her advice..i should start 2 search a guy tat shi zi zuo tat surround me..wahaha

my sis so nice..she cooked 'dao po" n let me ate ..xp
my mum said me so big girl..ady 18 lah..
i til dun know hw 2 cook....xp
i plan 2 learn it after stpm..(i said same thing 2 years ago,after spm)
hehehhee
depend on conditon..
wait til 1day..which guy can mk me learn 2 cook for him...hhoohoho

luckily the chem exam was easier than wat tat i expected..thx mr dg...

canx wait for 2nd day...plan 2 cut my hair tml...xp

i love hua yue so much...

ytd v have performance at 1u..
this time performane was fun...
i n guo xiong rush from tuition..
when v want reach taman melanti..
v call guo rong but he not accept call...
really mk me scare that x ppl fetch us go...
lucky edward cum n fetch us...xp

the bus was like sauna room...damn hot...>.<
the hotels was pretty..i dun wan make up..
then i try 2 escape by hiding..
but i think that i m senior..
i m an example..
so tk decision n mk up...
so thick..
who ask my face 2 mz pimpers..
after sweat,my make up was melt,mk me look like a ghost...yer~
when performance,suddenly edmond nvr repeat...
luckily other til til alert n can follow..
if no,i dun know what ll happen after tis...xp
but in my opinion,v til do btr in this performance...
so fish..i fell twice in tat day..
1st time went n "dok" guo ring..n wan run n pokai...
fishlah..hope my primary skul ck nvr saw it..>.<
when bk rite,nearly pokai again from bus..
my file was fell..my tuition paper was everywhere..
luckily they help me 2 pick up...
n soli 2 my heng dai jia xiang..
coz he wan saved my zhong hu when i pokai..
then he hit-and-pillar til hand ady ' heng qi"..
v took a lot pic 2...omg,i took a pic tat carry my junior n sum pic tat bully my teacher..hahaha
they ask me "r u a girl or boy??"
coz i realli sakai..my heng dai ah qi say i m the kind tat wan b boy but x success...
mayb he is ritez...
i think they r ritez..
i m the kind bian tai n 38 in hua yue but emo in home..xp
i realli realli love hua yue so mz...

a day again...

haiz,
although my friend say accept me bk as friend..
2day i saw he chat happily with his classmate..
i think he ady ok..
but when he talk wit me..
there was not more smile in his face...
all my fault...
but i blieve time can change it...hopefully..

2day is music day for me..nid 2 join guitar class n er hu class..
i like music so much..
when wan going those class,
i ll very happy...
especially my er hu class..
coz can meet all of my zhong hu heng dai...
they all can play zhong hu well...
i m the weakest btw 3 of us...
they r so playful..but i like tat them so mz...^^
they alwaz mk me happy n help me when i nid...xp
hv a nice day again...i sure it ll continue 4ever...
coz life is controlling by ourselves according 2 secret..xp

me..^^

❤ 射手座 ❤ this is me..^^


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this was my 2nd time write my blog

mayb other ppl ll think i m crazy...
write a blog so happy?
i realli excited when can write it..
i m a person that weak in pc or internet staff..
last time i dun know how 2 c other ppl's blog oso..
all of my account such as fb.myspace,msn..
was settled n open by my friend or relative..
tis was my 1st time registar myself..
i felt successfull.xp
although i try twice,jz can open it n now til canx use its function fully..
sumore i stop 2 write my diari,
coz lazy 2 write n need a lot books..
nw i can record all my hapiness n sadness with only typing..^^

in this short 2 weeks holidays,
i was plan 2 spend for preparing exam,
but i was 2 busy..alwaz not in home,
however i realli enjoyed this buzy holidays..
many unhappy n happy happen in this short time,
i nearly lost 2 good friends..
lucky my friend accept bk me as friend...
i really scare n suffering when waiting his reply for my this question" r v til friend??"
a short ans" yes" realli mk me happy..
i sure our friendship was affected n there was a wall btw us..friendship wont close as last time..
i nvr put any hope that the wall ll gone..
most impostant v til r friend...
i realli learn a lot new things in this holidays..
think poperly b4 talk or take any decision..
not b greedy coz it ll mk us b cheated by ppl...
treasure all ur friend..
b alert all the time..
b cheerful n x easily  temper coz i start 2 hv bad temper when there r a lot stress cum from study's problem..
all ppl jz ll like a cheerful friend...
a bad temper jz ll mk other ppl annoying...
that was sum par tat i got in this holidays...^^

i m so sorry

i really dun know it will happen..
at start,i just wan 2 help.
but lasty i mk more problem...
mayb u hate me...
what can i do?
i realli dun know..
i nid 2 lost a good friend coz of my stupid??
or 2 honest?
or nvr think properly?
or i dun know hw 2 respect ppl??
haiz...