2012年7月13日星期五

there was long long time nvr go in my blog~

Since i start my job, i nvr go in my blog anymore..
until today..when i want to open it..
i only know that i forgot my password..
this half year , i work with maxis as sales associate..
i was change a lot..
As my associate said, i change a girl that only know how to cry when get bully,
Thanks god , i become more smarter and more know how to protect myself when working,
i wont cry easily anymore.
i always try to do my best..
no off day no resy day.
hit all my target..
that is rule of my life,
i knew a lot of new friends that treat me well,
same that i start to verify a real friend,
some ppl will look like treat us well but actually they do something that hurt us behind of us,
some1 that always scold you,
but actually there are the 1 that really care about you,
when selving some customer,
i learn how to use heart to treat some1,
i also learn how to groom myself..xp
i really proud to know some brothers that always protect me in maxis,
and become friends with customer.
i love maxis but i not really like their system..
cause of prepare for study,
i resign but i really will miss maxis very much.

Now, upu result was came out ,
the thing that i wait for so long and full of hope,
but i ady can espect that i cannot get the subject that i want,
when i know that i get pengeluaran ternakan,
seriously i very very dissapointed,
what and who that i can blame??
only myself , why never study hard..
this is life,
i lost myself.
where is the vivian that always think positive and strong.
at last, i took a deep breath,
told myself , " since government dun need me, then i will study hard and become a good student,let them regret,"
but actually i know they wont think like that,
that is only way that i can use to encourage myself to let myself felt better,
but i really not understand why some ppl got a good course and local uni but they dun want.
mayb there will be chance to me.
vivian, be strong..nothing that can beat me down. gambateh.